i've been listening to radio to drown my sorrows.
after a you-know-who have left.
GOD!

its been 2days. 54 hours. 20 mins. 10 sec. since he left.
i've always thought all this was a dream and he would come back again.
but then today.
i came to my senses.
i shouldnt cry over him.
he's gone and he'll remain that way.
i just have to move on.
stop being so over-sensitive.
he'll never know the truth that i hide from him.
Should hvae told him when i had the chance.
now, i regret..

oh well!

been listening to 987fm while finishing up my pathetic youth day 'PRESENTS'.
its as if radio knows i'm feeling down in the dumps.
the first song i listened to was walk away by paula deanda.

*singing walk away.

i cant explain this feeling.
i think about it everyday.
and even though we've moved one.
it gets so hard to

WALK AWAY!


second song: Seven things by Miley Cyrus.

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do


i guess i just love the lyrics.
speaks to me.
dont you think so?


third song: fall for you by second hand serenade.

actually. i heard this song when he told me he's leaving.
i guess its been one month since he told me.
oh-how-STUPID i feel now.


4th song: better in time by Leona lewis

maybe leona lewis is right.
it will get better in time.
maybe.


*singing

since there's no more you and me,
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be.
no matte how hard it is, i'll be fine without you.
Yes i will!

Though i couldnt leave without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to.
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve to,yes i do.
(It'll all gt better in time)


i guess i just have to give more time to myself.
i'll heal with time.
thanks leona!

didnt know songs can be a form of advice!

well. RADIO JUST KNOWS BEST!

enjoy these songs.