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Down under the weather.

i admit i have been under the weather lately.


you'll find me staring a emptiness.
you'll find me laughing alot.
you'll find me just spacing out.

i realised something in drama today.
all this time i have been in denial.
but now i got to face the fact that i'm troubled.

the fact that i cant stop laughing.
if i do.
i'll cry.

i wish i was more stronger.

i cant go through this alone.
i know i have alot people that i can depend on.
but i feel like i'm a stranger to them.

i keep my problems inside.

and it will explode any minue now.
i need to sort out my thoughts.

i need to be alone.
or do i?




The hens they all cackle, the roosters all beg,
But I will not hatch, I will not hatch.
For I hear all the talk of pollution and war
As the people all shout and the airplane roar,
So I'm staying in here where it's safe and it's warm,
And I WILL NOT HATCH!

~Shel Silverstein