i dont get guys!
especially male teachers.

i think you know where this is heading.

i just dont get the BANANA-FACED GUY!
for those of you hang around me, you know who i am talking about.
for those of you who dont.
then, thats too bad!

this guy seriously have split personality.
one time he is next and the next he is not.

it just creeps me out.

today in drama, (*hint*hint)
he was so creepy.

after we ended our whole training.
he wanted to comment on our individual acting.

and you know what?
he called me SAFFY!

can you believe it SAFFY!

i was just SHOCKED!
i thought he is just going to ignore me.
but he even commented on my acting.

i just cant believe my eyes.

why am i making such a big deal out of it.
its just creepy.


In class, he is always giving me the indifferent look.
like the 'i dont give a damn' look.
he was always ignoring me.
he even ignored me when i ask him a question

oh man!

but now.
he called me SAFFY.
and even commented on my acting.

you know what i feel?
i feel so CONFUSED!


i'm not saying he should just ignore me.

he makes me feel guilty

today, he brought his son along.
i was actually staring at him and his son.

i feel so guilty because last time i used to tell myself that he is a stupid bastard who dont have any feelings.
but now.

i feel he's human.
he is just any other person in the world.

i saw his son hugging his knee.
it was so cute.

it was really an 'awww' moment.


and all i want to say right now is.

I'M SORRY!